It's gone past midnight and I'm watching the MTV music awards and can't believe I've missed most of these films...
I really need to go to the cinemas more often or pop down and rent a DVD for the weekend and catch up on all the films of the ast few year.
This all makes me realise the long list of all the things I want to do.
The list of things want to do just grows and grows
I want to.....
- Go cinemas
- Spend the weekend lost in a book shop
- Learn Spanish
- Go Spain on holiday
- Use my camera more often
- Feature my photos on my blogs
- Write another novella
- Make a feature wall in my room either with pictures or lyrics
- Start my new job
- Join the gym at work
- Study for my theory test
- Book my theory test
- Get a driving licence
....
You get what I mean the list is endless and just keeps growing.
Lots of love
MLP
I want to run away, to go somewhere that no one knows me...
Maybe thats what I need to gather myself, to work out what I'm going to do with myself.
There are too many memories here and I feel like I'm going in circles and ending up where I started.
Australia has been calling me for a long time, it's a more realistic dream with a place to stay and there wouldn't be a language barrier but in Australia I would be staying with family and it wont really be getting away.
Another possibility is Spain, I've always had an interest in the spanish culture, the food and the language.I learnt what I could in secondary and got the highest in my class, with a pretty good understanding of spanish and if anything I would love being in Spain with the language barrier even more because it would be challenging and push me to learn.
These are all dreams, nothing is written down, nothing is planned just a thought.
Lots of love
MLP
