Alphas

Today my Alpha marathon is going well, I've watched 4 episodes  and while I've been watchingin I've been tidying too. So now my room doesn't look half bad.

I won't say my room is looking perfect but atleast I can see the floor now, which is a massive improvement. Tomorrows task is to tidy the rest of my room and fix up my desk. Since I've bought a bit of work home with me this week, having access to my desk would be pretty useful. 

Hopefully tomorrow will be a productiveday and I can get all that done and wind down a bit afterwards. 


Lots of love 

MLP





 

Chilled out

It's the weekend again and I've had a pretty good week. Store visit with work, reunion with old colleagues and a nice chilled out night. 

After a good week at work it felt like having a nice end to the week and spending it with friends. Last night after work on my way home I decided to stop off at my friends house. We had a nice chilled out night watching desperate housewives and Dallas. I've been looking for new sitcoms to help seperate my week. I've got New girl on tuesday, Dallas on wednesday and 2 Broke girls on a thursday. Desperate housewives hasn't made the cut it didn't quite tickle my fancy but Dallas is most definately a part of my week now. Alphas is coming back on soon and I'm going to catch up on the first season because this new season looks like it's going to be amazing.

So my plan for today is to put on the first season of Alphas and watch it while I tidy my room.

Wish me luck, 


Lots of love

MLP

Wide awake

Sleepless nights have become the norm for me. I can't switch off my brain long enough to fall asleep, I'm plagued with thoughts that haunt me.
 
It's almost 1 in the morning here, my eyes are burning and my head hurts but even if I go to bed now, I won't sleep. My mind goes round and round in circles and often finds itself in a deep and dark corner in the recesses of my brain.

My stomach isn't exactly helping the situation at all. All day I've been having sharp pains, like a cramping that makes me wince and leaves me breathless. If the pain doesn't go away I'm going to have to go to the doctors...something I'm dreading already.

So here I am wide awake with nothing to distract me from the pain. Sleep escapes me. Hopefully the pain subsides and I manage to get some rest. After such a busy day sleep would be amazing right now.It's not all bad..since I'm awake I guess I can atleast catch up on some TV.



Lots of love 

MLP
 
 

  

Going to the cinemas

My need to escape increases more and more everyday...

I just want to escape and I don't want to think anymore...

In every spare moment of my time I'm listening to music or watching tv or asleep. When I'm watching a film, for that brief moment I escape.

For a few hours I'm not here. I don't feel sad, I don't feel lost and I'm not drowning.

Going to the cinema helps me escape, and maybe in time I will reach a point in life where I won't need to escape anymore.


Lots of love

MLP